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I don't know where to start

  • Writer: Lauren Rock
    Lauren Rock
  • Nov 19
  • 2 min read

So I will just start from the start

I say "so" a lot 

I'm a witch human who is working through her insecurities and traumas with the help of said witchcraft, nature, cosmic miracles and my absolute genius imagination

A magical storyteller who knows she is meant to share her art and imagination with whoever wants and/or needs it despite the paralyzing fear of rejection

or maybe the real fear is I will actual be seen

A constant dance with different and ever changing choreo

Desperate to be seen and afraid I will be  

I'm afraid a lot 

No

I used to be 

Now fear is an old friend

We understand each other 

But that's a story for another time

There will be lots of stories

lots of other times

But now it's Fran time

A magical note that has been 

floating around my brain for quite 

some time 

A few different versions

You can read the start of one

right here 

But I started too big 

I do that a lot too

I got scared 

I do that a...

oh

I tend to repeat myself 

I start too big, get scared and then

There's probably another undiagnosed diagnosis there

But I don't want to talk about there

I want to talk about here

the now

the idea

because I see it know

It's clear

And everything from every time, from every joy, hurt, smile, laugh, silly, scary, necessary moment

The known and the unknown

are now the same 

It's all been swirling and twirling towards

this moment

So....I'm an undiagnosed silly witch human

who says "so"

and repeats herself a lot;

who is working through her insecurities and/or traumas

while moving ever forward

with the help of witchcraft, bravery, 

nature, cosmic miracles and my absolute genius

and GIANT 

imagination,

and I want you to meet a friend of mine. 

Fran. Cosmic Fran.  

And she's here to change the world 

How's that for a start?


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